I feel really strange and low today, and i don't know why! I have always had a crazy loud family, well what do you expect when there is 5 children, 3 cats , 1 dog and 2 adults.But after what happened to my brother and my mam, things got worse, its been 3 years sine that happen and now i cant cope any more. I wake up to get screamed at, hit and kicked, then to go to school and to get shouted at for something i did the day before. Then i go home to get shouted at and hit then i go to get and it all starts again!
People say to me it will get better, or always look on the bright side. They have been saying this of 3 year and i cant do this any more. I cant pertend everything is alright any more! People looking in on my life would say, well just walk away, don't listen to him. People don't understand that he will follow us, pounding on the door till it caves in! i am scared of him when he goes off on one of his rages, really scared. I tell people and they don't believe me or think I'm making things out to be worse than they actual are. But I'm not, i really cant do it any more. My mam trys to control my brother but she is scared of him to, he will hit her and call her worse that shit!
I CANT DO THIS!!
Phoebe xx
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