Proud!

Well today i went for a nice long walk after josh phoned me up to see if i was ok. I think that is so sweet and for the fact he is the only one that has bothered asking me if i was ok. We talked for about quarter of an hour, then i felt a bit better. So thank you Josh!
When i went for a walk like i said, and it made me feel so much better. I still don't feel normal but i feel better than i did last night. I'm sick of people not being proud of me. I know this sounds like poor old me. But this is how i feel!
I'm just glad i have some people looking out for me like Holly, Michael, Josh and Megan! I feel so pleased that people are looking out for me and all i want to do is make them proud and that is what i'm going to do. This may sound odd but i want to make these people proud more than my own parents! I am going to do this i'm going to make them proud i'm going to make it! Get the grades i need and go to uni and become a social worker! So thank you Holly, Michael, Josh and Megan for helping me reline that i can do it!

Days till school: 12!

Phoebe xxxx

Pissed off!

Right so fucking pissed off!  I though family where meant to be there for you! But mine are not my youth leaders are more like a mam and dad to me than my own! So fucking pissed off! Just because your in a shit mood dose not mean you have to treat us like shit! All i want is some to say they love me and give me a hug! Your my dad you should be able to do that! Please!

Days till school:13!

Phoebe xx

Self image!

Went shopping to day. But that's not what im going to post about tonight. The thing im going to address is mental health, and it in teenagers. Cutting and self image. I have ok self image i dont love my self or hate my self. Im not unhappy or happy im some where in the middle and im ok with that, if im hear for the rest of my life in fine with that.
But there are some people that can not cope and find other ways like cutting. Some people that mean a hell of a lot to me. And i don't know what i would do with out them cut. And you know what i support the right to cut. This girl is like a sister to me and is always there for me and she cuts people say she is ugly the scars show week. But you know what she strong and beautiful! The scares show she had a hard time and has over come it!
Please think before you label!

Days till school: 14!
Thing love Phoebe xxxx <3 <3

Good luck GCES

Today we got our car fixed and went shopping. Had an alright day just really sleepy. Cant wait till Thursday because Lauren gets her GCES Results witch we all know will be A! Good luck!
Days till school: 15!

Phoebe xxxx

Sorry!!

Sorry!
I know i have been away for about 2 weeks but i just really need to get my head together and i went away with my st john group.
Going away was quite fun and the things we did where good. But i felt home sick and was a little ill but other than that it was good! And i fell out with some of the other girls and had to say sorry to Holly, Michael and the rest of the youth leaders. So year i have been doing quite a bit of stuff.
Days till school: 16

Phoebe xxx

Clean bathroom

So today i went to pick up my cosine abbie with Frankie, so my mam could clean the bathroom. I am sleeping at my nannas with abbie like i do every time abbie is over. Tomorrow i have to go to the doctors because in ill like always!

Days till school: 24!

Phoebe xx

Shopping PGL!

So today we went shopping and i got some new clothes to take to PGL! I cant wait because its only 6 days! But if im not with Megan im going to kick off! Because they take the piss. And i cant wait to go swimming tomorrow!

Days till school: 24

Phoebe xx